Tuesday, February 17, 2009
...我真的不知道我要的是什么我感道好烦...
这几天我想了好多东西真的想让我自己死了就什么是都不用去管了.
我累了. 真的.
这几天我哭了好久.
睡了起来哭了.
睡后也哭了.
作天上课之前我大哭了一场.
我好难过.
我也不想要我身边的人来和我说话.
朋友问我着么了?
为什么你在哭?
我不感和她我發生了什么是.
这次的伤害把我伤的好生好痛.
我真的不想在想了.
我的心死了.
看着我在笑.
其实我的心在流着好多好多的血.
我真的不要让我的宝贝女儿担心着我.
我的心情你也不会知道的那种痛.
我之可以哭.
睡前哭.
起来了也哭.
哭得我的眼都又红又痛.
我要问我發生了什么.
宝贝干女儿,
谢谢你.
这几个月如果没你来安慰着我给了我打气要我加油的话.
我真的不知道我会着样了.
这个伤害会永远留在我的心里不想在想了.
我不会再相信人了.
我不会了.
我什么都没了.
没了!!!
在也不会回来的开心, 幸福 都没了.
被挥了一身的幸福.
没了!
真的, 什么都没了.
我之可以每天哭着做每件是.
我变了.
是他让我明白了结果.
他让我难过.
让我为他哭的.
泪干了.
哭过了.
还是之可以哭.
做每件事情都没有心想去做我想要做的事.
没有了理想.
没有了开心.
没有我想要做的事.
之想发呆.
哪里都不想去处了死.
可以让我时间停下来吗?
让我好好的度过着难关.
让我不要在想了.
够了!
请停下来好吗?
我真的好想哭噢.
好想身边有个让我可一哭的人.
请抱着我不要让我在哭了好吗?
陪我让我开心.
不会感道难过.
不会让我哭.
不会让我累的人.
请帮我,
不要让我哭.
让我用笑容来面对这个恶梦.
让恶梦离开我好吗?
我好害怕一个人来面对着个恶梦.
我累了.
我死了.
我没心了.
我哭够了.
在面对着恶梦.
只有恶梦在陪我度过难关.
只有宝贝干女儿在为我打气.
只有着一点一滴在把我给打掉了.
我掉了.
我要走了.
带我走.
让恶梦带我走.
不要管我.
我会在一次回来的.
4:26 AM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
...To My Dear Dear...
Some times i'am think am i being to love you?
Do i really love you deep in my heart?
Will i betary you?
Will i Leave you one day?
Will we last long?
I'am think this few days that do i really love you, care about you?
Know how you feel in your heart?
I Miss the time when you are with me like ytd.
I'am so happy to have you to stay by my side when i'am sad.
this few week i don't feel really happy because of something that make me feel so down de.
I just can't think about it.
i feel so heart pain, sad and feel like crying.
But i can't let you know about this.
I Hope you will stay with me til the end.
Hope to last long with you.
Will not betary you.
LoVe you.
Care more for you.
Give my time to you.
I know that i bad because i got no time for you to pei you also.
But i really wan to find time for you.
We are both busy on each other things.
MiSsiNg each other every day.
Hope to have time for each other.
But i'am just feel so sorry that i can't even really find time for you.
I do feel happy when we go out with each other ytd.
Having Fun with you.
Walking around in Bugis.
Going for some shopping.
Buying the same thing with you.
Eating same food with you.
I just can't take it of my mind.
I miss the time.
I really wan you to pormise me that,
You won't leave me.
You will love me forever.
Care for each other more.
Stay with each other no matter what happen.
Not going to flirt other people.
Zhong xin together.
Don't Somke again.
Can you do that?
Leave me a comment here for me in my blog.
And I LoVe you.
7:41 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
5:35 AM
...I Miss Chingay haha...
5:33 AM
...I'am so usless I had LOST every thing in my life...
I'am so usless I had LOST every thing in my life!!!
My Life.
My Smile.
My Xing fu.
My Every thing.
I Lost my love.
I Lost my Way of leaving.
I Lost myself.
I Hate myself more now.
I feel so usless.
I feel so hopeless.
I So BITCH.
I JUST HATE IT.
I HATE MY LIFE.
I WAN TO LEAVE THIS PLACE.
I DUN WAN TO STAY HERE ANYMORE.
I HATE IT, I JUST HATE EVERY THING.
I MY = TO SUX.
LIFE SUX.
GO SCH LIKE LIKE = TO NOT IN SCH.
GOT FRIEND IN SCH = TO NO FRIEND.
I'AM ALWAYS ALONE.
I HATE MYSELF.
I HATE MY LIFE.
I HATE THEM.
I DUN WAN TO BE IN SCH.
I HATE SCH.
EVEN TEACHER ALSO NO USE.
I HATE THEM.
I HATE EVERY BODY IN SCH.
I JUST HATE THEM.
I GO SCH STUDY = TO NEVER STUDY.
I DUN EVEN KNOW WHAT ARE THEY THE TEACHER TEACHING ALL ABOUT.
NO BODY HELP ME IN STUDYS.
I HATE STUDY.
I GOT FAMILY = TO NO FAMILY.
THEY DUN EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL.
THEY DUN KNOW WHAT I WAN.
I GOPT WORK = TO NO WORK.
I HATE MA PI JIN.
I HATE THEM TO BE SO KPO.
I HATE THEM KEEP TALKING ABOUT OTHER THIS WHEN I'AM WORKING AND FAN ME.
I GOT MONEY = TO NO MONEY.
WHAT I GIVE I CAN'T GET IT BACK.
LOST MY MONEY TO ALL THE STUPID THIS.
GOT MOON = TO NO MOOD.
I DUN FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING NOW.
JUST FEEL LIKE END EVERY THING IN MY LIFE.
I SMILING = TO NOT SMILING.
I LOST MY SMILE.
EVEN IF NOW YOU SEE ME LIKE VERY HAPPY OR VERY JOYFUL I'AM NOT.
NO IS WRONG IS THE WAY THAT YOU THINK THAT I SMILEING.
I'AM HAPPY = TO NOT HAPPY
BY SEEING ME PLAYING AROUND LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN TO ME LIKE THAT.
NO I'AM NOT I'AM JUST ACTING TO BE HAPPY ONLY.
BUT MY HEART IS ALWAYS SAD AND HURT.
I FEEL SO HURT.
I DUN FEEL SAVE.
I DUN FEEL LOVE BY PEOPLE.
I FEEL THAT EVERY BODY HATE ME.
I CAN'T FEEL ANY CARE FROM PEOPLE.
LIFE SUX.
END
4:37 AM
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
...LoVe Really HURT...
If one day LoVe will come to me again.
I will not wan to HURT myself again anymore.
That Do REALLY sad to let the pass happen it again to me.
我累了.
我死了.
我不在想避开了.
我懂了.
我不会在回来了.
心冻结了.
不想活了.
就当做我什么都没了.
爱情,友情和亲情.
都没了.
友情离开了我.
什么都没了.
6:44 PM
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