Tuesday, March 31, 2009
...爱太多真的很痛...I dun know wat to do with love again .
should i give up or not?
i dun know?
should i love him more or not?
i dun know?
should i leave him or not?
i dun know?
should i give him more time?
i dun know?
should i wait for him or not?
i dun know?
i'am tried.
is iz really wat teacher say is right?
i'am so worry now.
i'am scare that me and him will just go on like this.
i'am tried.
i need him.
i dun wanna to lost him.
i wanna to hug him hard and dun let him go.
i wanna to love him more.
i wanna him to love me more.
i wanna him to love me more.
i wanna him to care for me more.
i wanna him to pei me more.
i wanna him to worry for me more.
i wanna him to think for me more.
i wanna him.
i dun wanna him to treat me like this right now.
i wanna him to know how much i think for him.
but i dun think he can feel it.
i wanna him to accept me.
accpet my love.
just fang xin de hao hao de ai wo.
also cannot ma?
i wanna him.
dun leave me.
care for me.
love me.
dun hurt me.
:(
6:17 AM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
...Teardrops On My Guitar...Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without Drew talks to me, I laugh cuz It's so damn funny***** That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night CHORUS He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and kAnow she's lucky cause REPEAT CHORUS So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The Only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing don't know why I do He's the time taken up but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into... Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
3:04 AM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
...Sian lor tomorrow school reopen le I WANNA RESR MORE SIA...Sian lor school hoilday only have 9 days for me to rest ZZZ.I did don't have much good rest sia ZZZ.And face so stupid in school lor.I'am tired for all this thing happening to me lor.I really don't wanna to face it le.I'am tired of every thing in school.I Wanna to give up on everything in school.I don't wanna to face my exam.I don't wanna to study.I don't like this class.I don't like this school.I hate all the people there.I hate all the tecaher there.I HATE IT ALL.I REALLY WANNA TO REST.I WANNA TO HAVE MORE TIME FOR MYSELF TO THINK WHAT I WANNA TO DO.I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL.I'AM TIRED AND SICK OF IT. I DON'T WANNA TO FACE ALL THE BOOKS, FRIENDS, EXAM AND TEACHER IN THIS SCHOOL.I'AM TIRED REALLY.I WANNA TO GIVE UP.I WANNA GIVE UP MY STUDY.I WANNA TO DO MY THIS.I WANNA TO SING.I WANNA TO LEARN MUSIC.I WANNA TO LEARN DRUM.I HATE STUDY:(.
8:21 PM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
...我好想你...下雨天了怎么办我真的好想你我不敢打给你因为我怕找不到原因什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉沉默的场景做你的代替陪我听雨滴每一次的期待让人越来越沉迷谁会和我一样等不到他的谁爱上你我总在学会什么叫爱和寂寞的滋味一个人撑伞一个人擦泪的感觉真的好累一个人好累好累好难过怎样的雨怎样的夜怎样的我才能让你更想念雨要多大天要有多黑才能够有你的体贴我对你的爱其实没有我你也分不清那些彻别接近还能多一些你不要别说你会难过也别说你会想要改变被爱的人不用道歉.期待真的让我越来越疲惫谁会真的和我一样等不到他的谁当我爱上你我总在学会寂寞和爱情的滋味一个人撑伞的时后,一个人擦泪的时后你会明白我的痛吗?一个人真的好累不想在去想了.要有怎样的雨怎样的夜怎样的我才能让你更想念着我做的一切呢?雨要多大你才会知道我在为你而哭呢?天要有多黑才能够有你的体贴多一点其实没有我你也分不清那些彻别接近还能多一些请别对说你会难过也别说我说你会真的想改变你自己.被爱的人不用道歉 怎样的雨怎样的夜 怎么样的我能让你更想念才会让你知道我为你负出的爱和痛你才会真的明白 雨真的要多大你才会知道我的心在为你而流着血呢. 天要多黑才能够有你的体贴和爱多一点呢.其实没有我你也会分不清那些别说你会难过真的不用 也别对我说你真的可以想去改变被爱的人不用道歉.真的不用的了.因为我被你伤的很生.
12:57 AM
Monday, March 9, 2009
...我真的错了...
对不起我错了.
这是我作的选择我在也没办发在回头了.
心淡化了哭也哭够了.
今天老帅问了问我着么了?
为什么你的功课完全退步了呢?
我很不想回答她.
我以之哭以之哭得不停.
她越问我, 我越哭得没完没了.
我很不想在读书了.
我很累很想放气一切我有的.
我真的知想要一个人好好的想我要的是什么.
我真的不知道在我脑海里想要做什么, 想要的是什么.
我真的不了解我的心和我的脑在想的是什么还是要的是什么.
我要疯了啦.
我很烦恼没有人会提会的到的.
我好想要一个肩膀很让我衣靠着的.
可以让我在他肩膀上哭的.
但在我的身边没有一个人可以让我着样的衣靠着的.
够了我累了.
什么都不想在去管了.
连我爱的人都不知道我發生了什么是.
他都不管我的感觉.
我真的很难过.
真的.
好累.
好想就这样的到下去.
永远不要在起来面对一切的伤痛.
我心中的疤痕永远都不会在付和起来的了.
永远都不会了.
5:14 AM
...Me and my Dear Dear 2moth ann is coming le so happy...
Dear Dear i'am so happy that we are together.
It has be a quite hard time for the both of us.
But i dun scare that this will happen again because i believe that we can last long.
I really hope to last long with you.
It going to be 2moth for us le.
I'am really very happy.
When i think of my pass ex we can't even last long till half a moth.
But what i'am very happy was that we can really last long till it going to be 2moth le.
i really very happy.
But i know sometimes you keep saying that i'am a silly girl.
I do not know why you keep saying that but if i will know is that you keep telling me that don't love you so much.
Because you scare that you will hurt me more.
But i'am not scare.
Because i really love you and wan to help you, care for you and give to you what i can give.
I really hope that we can really last long Dear.
I will be always staying by your side de.
Because I LoVe You
5:01 AM
Saturday, March 7, 2009
...Don't tell me your are sorry coz you are not...
Don't tell me you are sorry coz you not.
Because is all this is really not you are in the wrong.
Even me myself also got worry.
And him also ZZZ.
I really don't know what to say le.
I really give up every thing le.
My LoVe
My Friend My (MYT)
The guy who i love in school de.
My best friend in pr school for 10years de.
I really lost her.
Till i can't even know what is she trying to do now.
As for my (MYT)
I Lost her even.
I don't even know who is she to me le?
We lost our trust with each other.
We are not like last time any more le.
I don't know you and you also don't know me le.
No Trust
No Hope le.
Nothing really.
I lost my happy friend Kei.
But i hope he will be fine.
I lost my Stead too.
He don't know how i feel.
I really love him.
I really wan to change myself to a better me.
But why can't he change for me also y i really don't know why.
Dear PLS i really love you don't treat me like this can?
I tell you befor le i will not be like your ex girlfriend treat you like this de really.
I really LoVe you and i willing to change mysel just for you really.
Dear Just really for me can?
Try to let us be happy together can ma?
Let me Save you.
Let me Change for mind for you.
You are not that selfish de really.
You Are not really.
PLS believe me can?
I really wan to help you.
4:39 AM
...I REALLY HOPE EVERY THING WILL BE OVER...
What i wan now is to get back what i had lost.
Dear GOD PLS let the BOTH of us to get back.
Let all this STUPID thing over for us pls.
LET us GET BACK
GAL pls save me and BRING ME BACK.
i really feel more hurt and sad without you by myside hope this will be over for us
STOP IT
IT REALLY VERY HURTFUL FOR THE BOTH OF US TO BE LIKR THIS I FEEL FUCKING SAD, HEART PAIN AND SAD.
IS NOT I DON'T TRUST YOU IS JUST THAT YOU REALLY MIND SO MUCH TO ME I GIVE YOU ALL MY BELIEVE
AND YET I HAD TOLD YOU THAT I DON'T TRUST YOU.
BUT I REALLY TRUST YOU SO MUCH REALLY EVEN NOW.
WHAT I HAD SAY THAT TIME I WAS JUST TO SAD AND HURT BY HIM.
I WAN GVIE UP ON HIM. REALLY
I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING.
HE DON'T REALLY LOVE ME OK
WHAT ME AND HIM ARE NOW IS NOT LOVE TO ME AND HIM.
HE HURT ME.
I HATE HIM.
YOU MEAN TO ME.
HE MEAN TO ME TOO.
I LOVE YOU.
AND I LOVE HIM ALSO.
I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE HE DID ALL THAT TO HURT ME.
HE LOVE HIM EX NOT ME.
HE DON'T CARE FOR ME EVEN.
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH PIAN WHEN I WITH HIM.
EVEN HE HIMSELF ALSO DON'T KNOW.
I HATE HIM.
I CAN'T GET ANYTHING FROM HIM.
LOVE
CARE
EVERYTHING
HE JUST DON'T LOVE ME.
ALL FROM THE START HE TREAT ME LIKE THIS.
I DON'T EVEN WAN YOU TO KNOW BECAUSE YOU THINK THAT I NEED HIM AT THAT TIME MORE THAT YOU.
I MORE NEED IS YOU NOT HIM.
I HAD BEING CRYING BECAUSE OF THIS.
I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHO I CAN TELL TO.
NOW U KEEP ASKING ME TO LET YOU GO.
NO I WON'T
IF I LET YOU GO.
IS LIKE I KILLING MY SELF.
I REALLY HOPE YOU CAN TAKE ME ALWAY FROM HIM.
I'AM SCARE.
REALLY.
HE DON'T EVEN ZAI HU WO IN HIS HEART WAN HE THINK THAT HE IS BEING HURT BY HIS EX.
HE MISS HIS EX NOT ME.
12:52 AM
...I Give Up...
I wan to give up all this STUPID thing.
What i wan is my friend not you le.
I don't wan you le.
I wan my friend.
STOP
pls let every thing STOP.
I WAN MY FRIEND.
REALLY
I DON'T WAN YOU LE.
I GIVE UP
REALLY
SHE IS MORE ZHONG YAO THAT YOU.
I DON'T FEEL HAPPY WHEN SHE IS NOT WITH ME.
EVERY THING WILL FEEL WERID WHEN SHE IS NOT HERE FOR ME.
EVERY THING IS WERID WITHOUT HER.
I DON'TWAN LOVE ANYMORE.
I WAN ONLY HER.
IS MEAN EVERY TO ME IN LIFE.
I DON'T WAN TO LEAVE HER ALONE LE.
REALLY
12:41 AM
Friday, March 6, 2009
...下一站天后...
站在大雨前细心看看我的路 再下个车站到天后当然最好 但华丽的星途途中一旦畏高 背後会否还有他拥抱 在百德新街的爱侣 面上有种顾昐自豪 在台上任我唱未必风光更好 人气不过肥皂泡 即使有天开个唱谁要又唱 他不可到现场仍然仿似白活一场 不恋爱教我怎样唱 几多爱歌给我唱还是勉强 太前如何发亮 难及给最爱在耳边低声温柔地唱 白日梦飞翔永不太远太抽象 最後变天后变新娘都是理想 在时代的广场谁都总会有奖 我没有歌迷有他景仰 在百德新街的爱侣 面上有种顾昐自豪 在台上任我唱未必风光更好 人气不过肥皂泡 ha.. 即使有天开个唱谁要又唱 他不可到现场仍然仿似白活一场 不恋爱教我怎样唱 几多爱歌给我唱还是勉强 台前如何发亮 难及给最爱在耳边低声温柔地唱 几多爱歌给我唱还是勉强 太前如何发亮 难及给最爱在耳边低声温柔地唱 其实心里最大理想 跟他归家为他唱
11:20 PM
...爱太痛...
吃不能吃 睡不能睡 没有了你 全都不对 我都学不会 把爱敷衍 用笑容来把眼泪催眠 笑不能笑 哭不敢哭 人不像人 鬼不像鬼 朋友都说这 不过失恋 但我却连呼吸都胆怯 能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了 我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了 能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了 我痛得快死了 却无法把爱割舍 我不能够 不能够不爱了 我不能睡 能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了 我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了 能不能不爱了 爱情它太痛了 我不能够 不能够不爱了
11:15 PM
...最熟悉的陌生人...
还记得吗 窗外那被月光染亮的海洋 你还记得吗 是爱让彼此把夜点亮 为何后来我们用沉默取代依赖 曾经朗朗星空 渐渐阴霾 心碎离开 转身回到最初荒凉里等待 为了寂寞 是否找个人填心中空白 我们变成了世上 最熟悉的陌生人 今后各自曲折 各自悲哀 只怪我们爱得那么汹涌 爱得那么深 于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了 却回不了神 如果当初在交会时能忍住了 激动的灵魂 也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里 沉沦 心碎离开 转身回到最初荒凉里等待 为了寂寞 是否找个人填心中空白 我们变成了世上最熟悉的陌生人 今后各自曲折 各自悲哀 只怪我们爱得那么汹涌 爱得那么深 于是梦醒了搁浅了沉默了挥手了 却回不了神 如果当初在交会时能忍住了 激动的灵魂 也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里 沉沦
11:12 PM
...I Miss all the Time with you...
I Hope that every thing will come as what we are like last time
10:06 PM
...我亲爱的幼稚干女儿鬼我真的很对不起...
幼稚鬼
真的很对不起.
一切都是我不对.
我太自巳了.
我明明知道我不可以着样子做.
我伤害了你.
我也伤害了我自己.
我都不知道.
为什么我谁都不在相信了.
连我自己也不相信我自巳.
我的痛,
没有人会懂.
连你也是.
我不想在伤害
我身边的人.
我真的希望一前的我们会在回道那样.
谁都不要任是.
可爱,
扬挺,
都不要.
我只要你.
着样我们才不会变趁着个样子.
我希望你会明白.
我很想放气我的爱情.
对我来说真的很累很累.
我不想因为爱情把我的友情变趁着样.
我的心真的很痛.
不知道要着样做才可以完回我失去的一切.
我真的很难过.
连我的男朋友都不懂我要的是什么.
我不想失去你还他.
因为只有你们才会了解我.
END
8:51 PM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
...Dear thanks for your every thing that you gave me...
Dear i really feel so happy to have you. thanks for the time that you did try to call me wake up for school. and that is the first time you call me to wake up to school. i 'am really feel so happy.
11:15 PM
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